It's hard to believe that it's been a month since Sue passed. Time escapes so quickly. And as much as we would wish it so, it never comes back. When a loved one passes, they don't come back either. A co-worker told me today that her daughter said "God made a mistake when He took Sue."
I wanted to say, "yes, He did."....but I realize that God never makes a mistake or gives us more than we can bear. I've beared alot of pain in the silence of my soul since Sue passed. I don't think anyone has hurt more than me, except for her beloved family. As deep as my pain, it is only a small measure to compare to theirs.
I wish so badly that Sue was still here. I wish we had enjoyed her birthday yesterday and I wish that we had enjoyed a day of work together today. I wish that we could laugh, cry, argue, sing, and just share the same air space again. What I wouldn't give to hear her voice once more or see her coming in to work with a smile on her face and a Reader's Digest to give me, because she always got two in the mail instead of one.
I miss Sue. It has been a month and my heart is still broken in many pieces.
I am very sad.........very.
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